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May 20

Looking at my texts the morning after a rough night out

whatshouldwecallme:

When I was a teenager we would lie outside at night until the wee hours of the morning counting falling stars and making wishes.

I miss that simplicity sometimes.

When I was a teenager we would lie outside at night until the wee hours of the morning counting falling stars and making wishes.

I miss that simplicity sometimes.

(Source: f4lconpunch, via seu-para-sempre)

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Me before the exam.

Me before the exam.

May 19

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Thought process while studying for my exam.

Thought process while studying for my exam.

May 18

I love this picture

I love this picture

(Source: braxtonstales, via sleepingfrenchie)

I bought tiny bikini bottoms thinking they’ll make my growing ass smaller ………….A tan might help…

I bought tiny bikini bottoms thinking they’ll make my growing ass smaller

………….

A tan might help…

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May 16

findingennui asked: Have you made your decision about re-opening that, erg, can of worms(relationship)?

I just posted that this afternoon so it’s a little fresh! (but thanks for the question!)

I’ve always been inclined to say no for a number of reasons. Knit and NYC are unstable people and I don’t want to invite not only that into my life but their judgement and jealousy. I know it sounds so self centered to say they we’re jealous but they straight up said they were sooooo….

And for Lady - a much as I miss our friendship she has chosen (and made efforts) with these girls and not me. And I don’t think I should pursue a relationship with someone any further when they make that judgement and choice - considering I basically pleaded with her not to.

And we don’t live anywhere NEAR each other so the likelihood of me seeing theses girls again in my lifetime is slim.

I just miss having that connection to that period of my life.

But I have my degree for that :)

But bottom line - if people make you doubt yourself, your worth, your contribution as a friend (and I know my friends think I’m an awesome one) then they are not worth having in your life.

And I haven’t missed them since. Just makes me scratch my head every now and then.